white people are so quick to stake their claim into something. put out a statement. write a book. name their programs and committees after something. bring it up in a meeting as the rad person who picked up this cooooool thing from their activisty friends of color.

you know. the next revolution.

sometimes i get confused because these white folks i see speaking for/about disability justice are the same ones that talk forever about their white privilege. i’m like… “well, disability justice IS exciting —i want to move on it too!!!!…well, they are an important movement link and it’d be cool for people doing disability rights work to know what we are talking about…well, they might be the face of this, but they are working with people of color.”

but no. the disability justice movement deserves to take its time to create, unfold, and be what it wants. white people need to challenge themselves to build a relationship with disability justice before/instead of acting like they got it on lock. i am just learning what disability justice means (personally and politically) and am not sure how one workshop could ever an expert make.

part of the beauty/realness of disability justice is that it acknowledges all of the (violent) ways capitalism has trampled our lives. the nonprofit industrial complex, as a system, will always work against disability justice because it values product, output, “the now.” it is never about long-term movement building that leads to true, sustainable community building. as a person who falls in love with project ideas and wants to have them planned out, funded, and staffed by morning, unlearning the pace of capitalism is the most challenging part of disability justice for me. i want to stand on a hill, say i have this brand new thing that’s going to save us all and wave disability justice like a flag. but that’s not how it works, i don’t think.  i am in the process of completely rearranging my life because i know disability justice is is rooted in intentionality and to really have something that creates space for all of our selves, we must take our time to really sit in the complexities of all our realities and all of our dreams.

liberation takes time. so pls, yall. just chill.

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words i use:

nonprofit industrial complex – a system of organizations, government, and people with power. when people power movements (like the black panthers and young lords) got too powerful, the government poured a lot of money into nonprofits. this became a way to control movements. for more info, visit INCITE!.

disability justice – an understanding that a.) centers disability and b.) understands that ableism, racism, heterosexism, capitalism, classism, all work together to oppress people. it is says the system will never save us so we have to build our communities for ourselves. it values people being interdependent instead of independence.

in one month, i will be taking a hiatus from organizing*. as i organize my last event with the disabled young people’s collective, i am thinking about all of the things i plan to do once this (important) (massive headache) event is over.

in this next year, i plan to:
take my time with everything.
focus on building relationships.
go on southern crip camping trips.
go to corea with other disabled and queer corean americans.
make media.
write for anthologies and zines.
buy a house.
have a mortgage.
find more queer PAs.
learn to cook.
maybe take some classes at the local community college to build skills i want.
tell all the stories and histories i don’t even tell myself.

having a list feels really important… a few months ago, i could not even imagine what my life might look like if i wasn’t a Community Organizer (c). i have carved a life/identity/purpose out of this work. now i am noticing all the ways that my life has become about creating a response, logistics, event planning. there are so many events i can’t even be good at what i’m organizing at anymore: everything is a rushed, half-said logistical nightmare. intergenerational frictions come up at events but there is not enough energy post-event to address them in a direct, loving way so relationships with mentors break. everything with comrades feels like drama because we are too busy to really be thorough with our processes so the issues stay there, never going away, just sitting at the bottom of every interaction. the timeline does not allow for people to be held accountable or skills to be really be shared so the same people end up doing everything. half of the low income/poor people of color drop off because they aren’t supported in way that allows them to really contribute. soon, most people with developmental disabilities have left too.

while in detroit last week, i lived with the creating collective access crew, a group of disability justice-hearted people taking care of each other during the amc and social forum. the way we came together felt like something i haven’t experienced in a long time. access looks like such a different thing from a disability justice model. part of my readiness to hang up my organizer hat is wanting the time to build deep, intentional relationships. this is rooted in disability justice.

these are the things i’m really feelin’ right now:

disability rights:
+ access gets simplified into a pre- approved accommodation check-list 1-2 people bottomline. checklist is good because this is often the first time people have basic access needs met.
+ general understanding is that people are entitled to access. it is a right. there are good things about this but it also often means we are only doing shallow/absolute basic access for each other.
+ people come from a place of wanting to change something concrete.
+ focus is in changing the minds of able-bodied people, whether that is awareness, laws, acknowledgment.
+ even if every goal of the disability rights movement was achieved, most of us still wouldn’t be free. the disability rights movement’s refusal to name ableism as a system of power has also been a way to maintain white supremacy, classism, heterosexism as what is right…

disability justice:
+ access is something that is a collective responsibility. it is a constant process. it is rooted in the multiplicity of our selves.
+ access is love. access is believing we need each other and interdependence is how we will survive.
+ people come from a place of longing for each other. each time we reach towards each other, we are cutting across isolation.
+ the work is in building relationships and changing ourselves. we know we will never find solution in the system.
+ DJ rests on the leadership of disabled people who have been pushed out to the margins of what is “right” “good” “clean” “acceptable” by mainstream society.

i am so excited to make room in my life to live disability justice.

* there are a lot of definitions for “community organizer”. here i mean organizer as a person who brings people together in one place for a specific purpose. i am referring to work i do unpaid and outside of my 40+ hour job.

They say 20,000+ social justice activists will be traveling to Detroit this week for the Allied Media Conference (17-20), US Social Forum (22-26), and the Hip Hop Congress Conference (26-28). A lot of communities are using this time to organize and people are coming in on every mode of transportation possible: bikes, buses, caravans, planes… It will be the first time (that I know of) that a large number of disability justice folks will be gathering together to be in community with each other, build shared politic, and strategize about how to incorporate this new framework into our lives and our work. It has taken a year of finding resources and planning to make the events below happen, hope you can join us!

+ Beyond Access: An Introduction to Disability Justice (4 hour intensive Disability Justice training at US Social Forum)- you’ve heard the word disability justice used but maybe aren’t sure what it means, or maybe how it is different from disability rights. you want to learn more about how disability intersects with occupation, racism, reproductive justice, the way our bodies are policed, and all the conditions of our lives as poor disabled folk, disabled people of color, queer disabled people, disabled parents, disabled youth… join us on wednesday june 23rd 1- 5:30 pm to learn more about this framework and movement. workshop is led by mia mingus, sebastian margaret (bio near bottom) and myself. for more information, visit http://organize.ussf2010.org/ws/beyond-access-introduction-disability-justice

+ Allied Media Conference Disability Justice track! – this track is being co-coordinated by sins invalid and the national youth leadership network. a few teasers: the sins crew’s “Radicalizing the Message: Performance, Disability & the Revolutionary Body” workshop (everything you need to know about production and disability), the Azolla Story Meet Up (queer crips of color zine party!), the fefes’s “Let’s Talk About Sex: Disability Perspective” workshop (sex, gender, ableism, disability), nyln’s “Media Strategies to Expand Access for Disabled People” workshop (how popular education can work for disabled folks) and more ….  for more information, look at this schedule and find all the ones labeled “DJ”: http://alliedmedia.org/program/schedule

+ Disability Justice Historic Convening – join disability justice activists as we come together to map out where we are in our individual and collective lives, strategize, and share our work. this will be taking place monday, june 21st. to find out more, read the invitation posted in my last blog post, here: http://blog.cripchick.com/archives/6993

+ Mangos with Chili 4th Anniversary Show: qwo li driskill, leah lakshmi piepzna-samarasinha, and tons more amazing performers still being confirmed… this show will be HOT. taking place june 24th at 5 pm in the amphitheater, the mangos fam will be focus on bringing beautiful, potent testimony of queer and trans of color and two spirit love, resistance, survival, kitchen tables and dreams of freedom to this world-transforming gathering… you won’t want to miss this. to find out more, visit mangoswithchili.wordpress.com

+ Interdependent Care Circles (pod people!) – disability always forces access forward. this time, disabled folks will be creating a communal care network while we are in detroit. what this might look like concretely: 1.) people forming pods, both organically and being partnered with folks if they are coming alone. 2.) pods working together to make sure needs of people within their pods are met. 3.) on a larger scale, pods of people taking care of the group as a whole. e.g. DYP pod getting breakfast for folks, bay area pod making sure folks have a ride to the site, etc. to sign your crew up as a pod or find our more, visit creatingcollectiveaccess.wordpress.com

These are just a few things happening in the disability justice realm! (Hoping I can also dip my feet in API activism, youth popular educator circles, queer southern stuff.) If you will be in the D next week, let me know so we can meet up!!

Really excited about disability justice hearted people coming together in Detroit next week. Below is announcement about a convening we will be having to map out where we are in our individual and collective lives, flesh out what we mean by disability justice, and strategize. There will also be disability justice ongoings at the Allied Media Conference and a few workshops at the US Social Forum. . . check out creatingcollectiveaccess.wordpress.com or see our track info at http://alliedmedia.org/program/tracks. Woo!

So many thoughts in my head about the process to organize these things (have been especially wanting to write about what it means to demedicalize my care and have collective PA routines—something a friend and I have been expertimenting with and will take to the next level in the D.) Have a fancy new phone and will be trying to blog/tweet throughout that week as much as possible. Stay tuned. . .

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Hello!

On June 21st (the purple note and light blue light of the yellow moon) there will be a community-organized day (light) in Detroit. This day (light) is for disabled folks who do disability justice work. We see disability justice as creating a world where people are interdependent and disabled people get to be their whole selves. We want to come together, share, strategize, dream, have fun, and build community.

We want disabled people to join us! Join us: if you are working to create a more whole and deep understanding of disability.* Join us: if you dream about a world that understands disability beyond just access; that understands ableism; where disabled people feel connected to each other; where you can talk about what it means to be a person of color AND queer AND poor AND disabled, instead of choosing just one (light blue). You do not have to be in an organization.

The details: June 21, 2010 (the purple note and light blue light of the yellow moon) from 1pm – 7pm (light blue blob after the middle to black in the dark), on Wayne State University in Detroit, MI.

We will start with lunch and end with a dinner. After dinner, we will have an open mic group time from 7pm -8pm (black blobs after the middle to brown blobs after the middle). Bring stuff (chapbooks, buttons, crafts) you want to sell or share with others!

Let us know if you are interested in joining us! You can let us know by emailing Mia at miamingus@gmail.com or calling Stacey at 910-722-9552. We need to know if you are coming by Wednesday, June 16th (pink, the brown note and yellow light of the yellow moon).

We will be making sure the space is scent-free, flash-free, has vegan food options, wheelchair accessible and sign language interpreted.

Please include your contact info and let us know if you:
1.) need childcare

2.) have food you cannot eat

3.) have an access need that we need to know about. (an example might be needing a person to help you understand what the group is saying or a ride to the space).

We value what all disabled people can bring. This includes people with psychiatric [mental], developmental or cognitive [thinking], chronic illness, and learning disabilities. Just so folks with allergies know, there will be at least one (light blue) assistance dog present. If folks send us their RSVP late, we will try to meet people’s needs as best we can. We will send out location info to people that RSVP.

To find out more, visit creatingcollectiveaccess.wordpress.com

In community,
Stacey, Leroy, Leah, Sebastian, Patty, and Mia

* This may include doing work around disability and race, militarization [war and control], class, environmental justice [land and control], gender, sexuality, incarceration [prison and control], reproductive justice [our bodies and control], citizenship [belonging to one country], violence, care, parenting and family.

oh, janelle. i love the way that this video A.) critiques psychiatric institutions and B.) shows the ways that institutions/society/ableism polices our whole beautiful creative selves because if unleashed, we are powerful/uncontrollable. imagine if other artists (e.g. lady gaga and beyonce and that long ass 10 min video) did that too . . .

what do yall think?

(h/t to quirky black girls crew)

as someone who is a disability community builder (think potlucks, youth training programs, etc) a good chunk of my time is spent creating space and relationships where people are working through their disability identity for the first time. much of this is done by talking about our social positioning and the ways our lives are similarly shaped by ableism. pretty soon, it is easy enough to connect shared values, experiences, and history and point out that we share a culture of disability. i love the word disability culture because it describes the indescribable & recognizes that which is supposed to be left unspoken: the commonality you can only find among other outsiders, the sigh of relief that comes with realizing you don’t have to “pass” or make yourself least disabled as possible here, letting ourselves be loud, clanky, take up space, etc.

last night i had a 2 hour skype conversation with someone who not only has the same politic i do, but also has a similar disability to mine. in my disability organizing, it has somehow become common for me to be the only wheelchair user in a space and i forgot how goooooood it feels to be with someone that deals with the exact. same. shit. i. do.  my body is going through a lot of change right now and i am starting to recognize that my visually impaired, autistic, or Deaf guy friends will never be able to help me understand my changing body in that same way that a (queer) woman (of color) with a mobility impairment can. a little surprised that this is something i have let myself forget… it is the reason i believe in community and why i work so hard to find ways for other disabled people to have “OMG you have that experience too??” moments

i’m also realizing that not allowing space in cross-disability work to recognize that our experiences are *not* the same has been a great disservice to us all. i know when i am using the term “people of color”, i have to recognize that my experience as mixed asian woman is vastly different from that of a black or latino brother so it is strange to me that this understanding doesn’t transfer into my disability work. my friends and i have spent so much energy this year fighting/crying/being let down around accommodations and access that i am seeing the way that maybe this is connected to our inability to hold a space that says our experiences with disability are different and that what it takes for us to participate in a space is different.

it seems like with everything else about disability, this space is a balance, an art. i do not believe in coalition-based thinking (over community-based thinking) because i’ve seen the way that it has meant disabled people only caring about their individual disability issues and fighting for their piece of the pie instead of working for us all getting free. at the same time, i have to be able to recognize that our experiences are different and that multiple kind of spaces are necessary…