damnit. you calling and always making everything okay is a chronic problem. for me to handle our biz, i need to stay angry. i need to channel rage. i need to be uncompromising and infuriated about this mess. i need to let this boil until i blow up.
you make that impossible.
you leave cute little random messages on my voicemail. you send me a series of texts that speak to our purpose and why they just don’t get it. you and i scheme about plans for next year. you ask for a fellow collective member’s address so you can send her a get well card. you share a poem with me.
so many issues that need to be dealt with but i’m so delighted to be in community with you, i can’t even really be bothered by it.
can you see why this may be a problem?
My anger has meant pain to me but it has also meant survival, and before I give it up I’m going to be sure that there is something at least as powerful to replace it on the road to clarity
Audre Lorde
xo.
Posted by noemi on July 29th, 2009.